I thought if I secretly bought stocks and didn't post about it, they wouldn't fall. But in the end, they still fell. Whatever, I'll just post about it next time. Precious metals, defense, Bilibili—they've been weak for a month or two anyway, a few more days won't make a difference. All that effort and I still can't even keep up with a single hair of the market's performance. I'm just numb. Now I feel the liquidity in US stocks is really poor, and the talk of a US stock market crash is wrong. I was fooled by that narrative for the past few months, causing me to miss the opportunity of this main upward wave. Otherwise, I would have broken even with a full position in options. I'm just too weak-willed. From now on, I'll just always believe that US stocks can take off, and treat what others say as bullshit...